送給那些經常笑，但不經常開心的人...

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。  

他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。  

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會另他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。  

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。  

他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可以做的很好的。  

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。  

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。  
他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易受蠱惑 ，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永遠彌補不回來！ 如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......

20th Kuching City District Camp (5th June 2010 - 9th June 2010) Part VII

Morning Inspection, all the campers / participants line up in patrol, Camp Chief will come over with the Sub-Camp Chief to check on members so as their campsite. Instruction will be given and correction will be made too. It is also a evaluation from day to day, where scouts improved themselves. Morning Inspection will be done every morning, then this is already the fourth day, it will be last morning inspection for the scouts.

Then by 9.30am, all the scouts get ready for their first activity of the day, which is Hiking. But the Hiking was not just go and hike, the scouts are given tasks and they need to d report duty once they have completed their tasks along their journey. The Hiking activity finish about noon time, so the scouts would have their lunch.

The Recycling project was help after the lunch, all materials which use must the recyclable and maybe nature. On of the tasks is creating a BP Portrait.  The activity end about 4.30pm, then all committees and campers were prepare for the camp fire and also the closing ceremony will be help right after the camp fire. 

20th Kuching City District Camp (5th June 2010 - 9th June 2010) Part VI

Early in the morning, I have went out with Kah Kiet and visited some part of the Farm, which included the obstacle challenge section, it was very fresh during the morning, which is far away from the main road, and you won't even hear the vehicle's sounds. All the duckling and animals walking by, and you can still see the th leafs with water drop on it.  Once in a while, been to some place like this, it make your become lighter and keep all the stress things away from you. Just enjoy what you have at that moment....

Then we went back to the long house again to prepare the lunch, then  about 9am, all the campers and the in-charge committee was going over to the obstacle and start their activities. I have a look after the lunch is almost ready, by sending some drinking water over to them. They were having lots of fun over there, including all the West Malaysian Scouts.  

The activity end about noon time, then they come back for their lunch and continue with the next activity, which is orientating and model making during the night. 

20th Kuching City District Camp (5th June 2010 - 9th June 2010) Part V

After the opening ceremony, it would be the friendship game, then continue on with the backwood cooking. It was after lunch actually, participants being given time from 1.30pm till 4pm to prepare. 

This one is interesting, using mud and also bamboo to made the shape out, then leave a hole for air to flow... 

set up the fire

Oh... is chicken wings... I think campers or the committee in the camp will have run if see chicken wings after the camp, as they have chicken wings for every meals.... ( cook in different style, curry, black pepper onion, Rendang, Sesame Oil and much much more...hahaha)

I don't think I wanna eat that glove......

老大 (Johnny) with the Wood Hammer

After the backwood cooking, campers are given time to rest and have their dinner. The next activity would be the Treasure Hunt, just after the dinner. 

20th Kuching City District Camp (5th June 2010 - 9th June 2010) Part IV

After the refreshment, the guess of honor, invited guess and also some committee have pay their visit to the camp site after the all the Campers has completed their hard work.
All the Campers has work hard as they can to complete their camp in the given time, and build up their creativity.

This is one of the marvelous work

The roof

Another piece of work which is good and nice

A traditional Staircase

The floor look well developed

Look from outside

So nice card has being design to add up to the decoration

their beds (actually we do use this in normal camp, easy to make and clean up)

One of the kitchen

All the tents and camp is made within 24 hours time.